[Endless]

^^^Tell me about it... but don't act like YOU'VE never fucked up like that. But alas, either way *I* fucked up and blew a good fuck, but perhaps saved myself mountains of headache.


I was sort of an asshole to you Tricolori, and I apologize for the way I articulated myself to you; I didn't mean to alienate you.
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When she shoved my hand down her panties, that was my 'Carpe Diem'/Strike While The Iron Is Hot moment.. Woodhaven's "Deer in a forest" analogy came to mind, but I used it in the wrong context. Waiting for morning fuck was NOT the way to go; hindsight is a bitch, but whatever. If she reacted like that after putting the moves on me, then fuck her, she's a crazy broad and it's her loss. I'm a fucking Ferrari. To be honest, I'm more pissed at myself for not making the lay happen, but again, the key word is "lay". The only reason I would want to see HBJap again is cuz we have unfinished business. I hate 'losing' when I know I was in a position to 'win'. Ya know that burning feeling, that unsatisfied feeling when you misread cues, or don't go for it when you should've? I may try to contact her again in the near-to-distant future, but since that day it's been NEXT NEXT NEEEEEEEEXXXT!!!!! ;-)