I came from a similar background with girls and being social. When I first found the Community, I ended up going backwards at first because I became hyper aware of everything and started thinking too much. It paid off in the long run, because I learned how to consciously improve myself, so there's no limit to my potential.
Make sure you come at this like a fun hobby, somethign cool and interesting that makes your life better, and NOT something you have to be perfect at in order to get girls to like you.
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