[Zudnic]

I did cocky and funny on a girl who works in a store I buy smokes at every day. She has been my cashier for almost 3 years and she has dropped hints she likes Me. I've been interested and considered asking her out. Until I found out She has a kid. 21 year old single Mothers with semi low self esteem, especially when they like Me. Are off limits because well I have some morals. She started last week upping the flirting and even used some of my usual play around practice stuff on Me. This new self confidence in her being cocky and funny on Me. Well it had the same effect that Women have, except it worked on Me........... Got her email and she says: "better send Me some porn of You!" "I won't show the other girls promise!" I flirt fairly shamelessly with her co workers. Got her email, but the porn thing got my mind off track, forgot to get her phone number. Sent her an email. Busting on her for liking Me and teasing her about wanting porn. See her two days latter and again she is flirting, just as big. Day after her friend and co worker starts telling Me I should go see at the other location, come to our charity car because she will be, etcetera be a wuss guy advice. Wednesday--- no return of my email. Sent another mild cocky and funny. Went to buy smokes and got another cashier. The other girl was busy with customers. The girl shoots a semi flirtatious comment my way. Me:" um this is my cashier your cheesy pick up lines wont work on Me today" My cashier laughed at that. When the girl was finished she kinda glanced half smiled and went to the back room. My cashier: "ah love!" Me: " love is the oldest cliche', relationships need lust!" My cashier really started laughing at that. I left.

This morning, the girls room mate and another cashier. The room mate gave Me be a wuss guy advice. Simply asked if I was going to their charity car wash, no the girl will be washing cars. I answered: "I'll be out of town and even if I was would not let you guys wash my car!" Joked around... had them laughing. Gave $20 bucks for the charity. Get high fives and ah you really are a nice guy! I sent the girl another email. Did not mention the other day. Fairly good cocky and funny. I know you like Me.... busted on her for making a pretty sexual date offer! You don't have to hit Me that hard to show Me you like Me, with that comment. The no reply to the emails and her using cocky and funny on Me, tossing my chit back onto Me. Well it has Me freak in wanting this chick and email is just tooo F'in slow and torture with No response............................... Almost contemplating going into wuss mode, almost............ I'm never just getting email again. If She is working tomorrow since telling her we are going for dinner tomorrow, in my last email..... Think I'll just say: "what time should I pick you up for our dinner" and ask for directions to her house. Balls out and be a Man when faced with wanting to try something wussy............. But using solely email just sucks and never do it...................