I could relate to your post, although I don't agree with most of it. I was also a "devout catholic" turned atheist, then went back to believing in God again. I think most people just go through a rebellious phase in their lives and then eventually find their way back to the right path again. It happened to me too.
But really, my life doesn't revolve around God. My purpose in living is to find my best self, and be my best self in order to ultimately find that one person I can share my life with. That's what this whole pick-up thing has helped me realize. |