Yeah, I got that, thanks for the recomendation...
But my inner game sucks... for real I don't know how the hell I have been dating or attracted some really nice girls if I think to many stuped things, I must be really good at hiding, that I think I'm good.
Today I just came back to the club, and there was 3 absolute 10's, I don't want to think and just go for it, I open the set, and my friend couldn't belive, but the girl was real cold, and didn't want to talk, I tried but was dificult so I stop triying after maybe 2 min(is normal that this type of girls in a club be like this or is just me), and I talk about many stupid things, anyway......
after that, I talk with one girl in when I was ordering my drink(maybe a 9's, was hard to find a less than 7's in the place), I open telling the true, that I was bad from my stomach and what could I drink, so I don't get bad, she laughted and talk with her like 2min.
Then I talk again with some girl but nothing really interesting to said.
You know why I said that my inner game sucks?
Because for example, any time a caught a girl looking me I just think something bad(i.e. she is looking for whatever reason, but not because she is attracted), is like I'm always serching for the worst reason why something nice happen, it's crap to live like this, I don't know if my look is weird or something because once I look at hers, most of the time they stop looking me.
I don't know what to said, I'm prety depress right know, the only positive was that I aproch those girls, but after that cold reception, my state go down, way down......
I'm like patrick in the begging "scar of girls", I can't putt it in better words, and I refuse to fuck less looking woman, because I know that I can do it almoust easy.  |