[chileno]

Hey.. like I said, I'm depresed, piss of, and down.

Today I'm walking in the sttret and sometimes girls wanna look at me and I just don't look at her, because I'm really piss with woman. What is wrong with them, why they don't want to be with me, maybe I know the answer, maybe I'm needy for affection, for sex, maybe they think that I want to be her boyfriend, I'm sold to fast,whatever... I hate me today.

I hope that this process is good for me. I read the attraction code and when Patrick feel this way he adjust the last big thing in his game "indiference", he is not going to be more needy. I hope this hapen to me, today I don't even want to keep eye contact with girls, not talking and nothing. And I don't know how much time is this going to stay, but I'm not interested in woman, I'm not going to focus in pick up, I'm just going to study and whatever more.

You know how I feel?

Is like I want to attract woman and then not do anything, so that way I can hurt woman in some way, because I feel like shit. I'm not a bad person, but I'm tired of this, so much money wasted in club's, so much money wasted in phone calls for nothing.

Is this hapen to you, got any idea?