FR+: Detour from One-itis road..

[raki™]

(This was lastnight..)

It’s been a while. She was one of a moving 2Set I insta-dated a while back. She’s been textin me from time to time with “Goodnyt..ü”. And I never did bother to reply. Why? My last ‘date’ with her has gone sour and I lost interest. She was so damn hard, her ASD’s so tough.

I did progressive isolation with her and upping up kino at each step the last time, was to pull her to my place but she suggested ‘Baywalk’ and BAAAM!! The vibe was lost.. baywalk was like a freaking Carnival..

I’m getting too caught up with HB*** afraid I’d saturate it and and catch One-itis, so I decided to do something else and meet others and give them an interesting, exciting and fun experience in return. She fits the bill well, I know she likes me and I haven’t seen her for some time. She does modeling now so I’m guessing she’s become prettier. And I wasn’t wrong, she looked fuller, and gained some good weight that made her look sexier.

We met, and since I’m not really into her and I don’t feel the paralyzing ‘connection thingy’ with her. I can pull off Cocky Playful with congruency. Like asking her to open doors for me. That she looked nice and she should go home right away. Kino. Open doors for her too. She kept on insisting I’m a player that I have lots of other girls to see. And set the frame that she has to entertain me or I’ll throw her off a bridge (jokingly of course). But of course that can only work so far. I had to find the limits of what I can get away with. And besides she was so dry and the cat string theory doesn’t work well with her.. at least not that obvious. This reinforced the “Story of NO” in my head. They say “NO” but everything else says “YES”.

The interaction was casual at first with C&P. How are you’s and How are you doing kind if thing. She wanted to talk about my LTR, and I dealt with it the best way I know. I ackowledged all of it and made no excuses whatsoever for what I was doing. That I’m doing what I think is best, doing the best I can despite my limitations and the responsibilities with LTR, I’m the Carnival Strong Guy with the Hulk Hogan mustache (oh an I have a yellow sando that I love, I feel it looks good on me too!..ü)

Anyway.. if there’s anything worth of not in this FR is this.

She knows I have an LTR. She knows I have other girlfriends (not entirely true, because I have the one LTR.. well at least for the time being). And what I came to realize is that all of it was okay with her except the ‘other girlfriends’ thing. Anyway, I was getting impatient and our thing has been a drag.

I was getting very persistent. I can see she wasn’t ready to admit to things. And I can also see I was getting somewhere. I knew she wanted to be lead, she wanted something or she wouldn’t be there.. she wanted me to be a man and blast her ASD, she wanted reassurance, she doesn’t want to feel like a slut, she wanted to be swept off her feet, she knew she was gonna make it difficult for me but she wants me to win. She wants someone stronger than her. A man and not a wuss. Some one who can lead her step by step. If I didn’t know better I would have thought she’s a virgin. Well she’s not.


I did what I thought was the best way to deal with all of it. I think it’s called ‘Handling Objections’ and it was excruciating!. And later pulled her to my place. And since I adore her legs, that’s where I started. Kissing her legs, and then moved to tummy then boobs and finally the lips. She didn’t want to be kissed at first, huh.. I had a hard time.. but she later had my balls on her palm.. (sorry If I’m a bit graphic, were on SMS right now and that’s what were talking about.. she's throwing tantrums that I don’t’ even think of her, and I didn’t even bother to text her all day.. I told her I slept all day and I’m writing a journal about her.. and I wouldn’t include details like her holding my balls.. haha.. yep, and look at what I just wrote.. haha!)

..a handjob, 2nd base and make out..nothing much really. I guess I work too slow.


This just came in via SMS..
…
Raki: “Yep, I’m so damn good at being bad!..ü”
HB: “I think so..ü u have your trademark, being a bad boy specially when I comes to ‘sex’.. I guess…ü”
Raki: "How did you know, we didn't have sex"
HB: "Duh, it's too obvious n u know all d things bwt sex.. It was just foreplay and I can tell! hahaha!"
Raki: "Well, there's more where that came from.. maybe I'll show you more if you promise to be a good girl"
HB: "Neknek mo!..ü" (something like.. "Dream on!")
Raki: "hahaha!"
Raki: "We really didn't have to have sex.. did we?" (i just got to try it,, Field test whenever possible..)
HB: "Nope we didn't.. but it was so nice.." (then goes off to a tangent..)

..(no F-Close.. I'm rusty..ü)


..after posting this, I was asked how i initiated the 'pull' and how i transitioned to a makeout..

..The waiter asked for our last order, they were closing. So i told her if she wants another beer, if not we're going after we finish what's left of our drinks. Then later just told her "Let's go". When we got to my place, she sat on the sofa, i got me a glass, filled it up with beer, took a sip and i got on one knee in front of her, rest my hands on her leg and talked. And when starts talking i start kissing her legs and i go "uh huh" all the way..