What's goin on..

[SmoothKillah85]

How's everyone doing? I am Justin aka Sonar aka Sones aka Smooth Killah. You all can refer to me as any one of those names. I hail from Massachusetts. The central part of Mass. (somewhat). I got introduced to the forum by heartwork. I was looking for wings on Stylelife and he responded to my thread. Lives close by. Great guy, I must admit thus far.

I will now tell you the, I am hoping, short version of my story and why I am here...

After I graduated from high school I met a girl who took me on an absolute voyage of the mind. She fucked me over big time. It was the biggest emotional journey of my life, to put it so lightly. I talked to this girl for 2 years and sunk into a depression because of it. I stopped talking to several friends. I barely went out and associated myself with familiar people. I stopped lifting, and quite frankly I stopped being me. One day the fuse just finally shorted in my brain. That's when I decided things in my life were going to change.

About 2 years ago I stumbled upon David DeAngelo's book double Your Dating. Read through that a bit and picked up a few tips about PU. I didn't really absorb much of that though. I also just recently picked up his Inner game series. A lot of it is stuff that is really common sense, it's just laid out in an easier to understand way. A year later I found the game online, gave that a shot and it seemed to be pretty cool. The Mystery Method was the next book to be picked up. The thoughts and approaches in the book seemed very facinating. I then decided to venture online to check out any forums that might be around where I could talk to people from my area and get contact info from them.

Luckily i stumbled onto Stylelife and ever since then things have been pretty good. The only thing is I really need to get out into the field before I lose it. The more and more I stay inside my house, the more and more I get inside my own mind, and that is definitely not a good thing. I asked a lot of questions at the stylelife forums. I even tried my best to help other people. Helping other people gives you insight into your game as well. Helping other people is also awesome, especially when they say things like, "Hey, great job man. You have really inspired me. I posted my thread about needing a wing, Heartwork told me about this place while talking to me on AIM and here I am.

I have learned many lesson since that one girl came into my life and absolutely smashed my world. There is a deeper meaning to my life. I want to discover my ultimate potential and uncover the dreams that only I was meant to live. I want to look back at all the nay sayers in my life and say, "Look at me now." But most importantly I want to look back at all the nay sayers and be able to forget about even uttering the words "Look at me now." That would be awesome.

I'm not very far into my progress, but I have improved tremendously. I am here and to find out who my true friends are in this world. I am hoping its the community. The community that is here to support non-judgemental dudes such as myself. I want to show the world who Justin Sones really is without having to hide that.

This is my introduction. And this is why I am here.


Sonar

[FreeVerse]

Get ready, you're in for one hell of an adventure... I have advice however, I see your like 20 or sumn under, dont forget to balance out your life and not just make it all PU.

[SmoothKillah85]

Originally Posted by FreeVerse

I see your like 20 or sumn under

Come again?



And no my life will not be ALL about PU, I want to pursue a dream job. Eventually I want to go visit my buddy out in Modesto, California. I want to get back to a life of working, lifting, pursuing dreams, and I want to make a big part PU if I can, (of course after work and chores, haha).


Sonar

[FreeVerse]

Originally Posted by SmoothKillah85

Come again?



And no my life will not be ALL about PU, I want to pursue a dream job. Eventually I want to go visit my buddy out in Modesto, California. I want to get back to a life of working, lifting, pursuing dreams, and I want to make a big part PU if I can, (of course after work and chores, haha).


Sonar

I meant your like 20 years old right, cause of the "85" in your name and you said you just got out of high school. That's what I meant, then it came to me that I'm a little bad at math and i was off about your age.

[SmoothKillah85]

Originally Posted by FreeVerse

I meant your like 20 years old right, cause of the "85" in your name and you said you just got out of high school. That's what I meant, then it came to me that I'm a little bad at math and i was off about your age.

Haha, yea thats what I thought you had meant at first. I am 21, and will be turning 22 in October.


Sonar

[FreeVerse]

Originally Posted by SmoothKillah85

Haha, yea thats what I thought you had meant at first. I am 21, and will be turning 22 in October.


Sonar

Sounds good man.